Thursday, July 29, 2010

Happy Birthday C, Welcome to the world!

I went in at 6am on Monday morning to be induced and it was the BEST labor ever! They started my patocin (spelling) at 7 and I was 3cm and 90%. They checked me again at 8ish and I was 4cm and 90%. My nurse was AWESOME, but her checking me HURT! The anesthesiologist came in at about 9 am to talk to me and tell me that she was going to be in surgery from 10:30-at least 12 and if I wanted it then there was no guarantee I would get my epidural. The contractions started to come really close together and and I wanted drugs at about 9:45 and talking to my nurse we decided to just go ahead and get my epidural due to the fact that the drugs would wear off before my epidural would be in (3 of us in L&D decided this at about the same time LOL but I won). I had no problem getting my epidural because she talked through the whole thing and I was contracting at the time so I didn't feel the pinches or the burn or whatever it was that I was suppose to feel. About 5 min. after it went in my BP dropped though so I dont remember about 20 min. DH said I was was vomiting and talking but I dont remember it. I was so numb that I couldn't help move myself so DH got a workout LOL. They turned it down at just the right time though so I could push. They came in at about 1pm while my nurse was on Lunch break to check me again and said I was still 4cm and 90%. I was very bummed. My nurse came back at about 1:30 and said that I was 8-9 and fully effaced and they were nuts. I was a much happier camper! She started bringing stuff into the room and at 1:55 I started to feel something down there. I started pushing at 2:05 and she was born at 2:22. Only a first degree tear ( I had 3rd with A) I was released in 24 hours.

8lbs 1oz
20 inches long

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Just me complaining feel free to ignore!

Venting to take place...Please ignore it!

My hip is out of place and Extremely painful. I feel like anyway I move is going to make it worse. If I dont move it it cramps, If I move it it hurts bad. I'm so ready to be done being pregnant. We are Never doing this again, If I get baby fever someone remind what a miserable pregnant woman I make please! I'm mad all the time at A and have NO patients. 3 weeks ago I had patients but its gone now and I just want to send her to my mom's until its all over. A knows something is coming and is acting out which is not helping my anger management issues. In the middle of hubby's sleep time (he is on midnights right now) today he had to get up to deal with her because I was going to beat her. SERIOUSLY! I was so mad at her I was screaming at her ( I never do that!). I'm so sick of her not going to sleep and being "afraid" of bugs. Thanks so much Louie for making my daughter paranoid about freakin BUGS, IN THE DAMN SUMMER!!!! When they are EVERYWHERE!

After Hubby got A calmed down and put down for a nap I just laid on the couch and bawled. I'm Done. The End! Eviction notice to Charlie sent out! I want my body back and pain free! I dont care that I'm only 37 weeks! I just want to be a normal good mom again.

I'm not normally one to complain but today has been HORRID! I cant even describe how bad of a wife and mother I'm feeling like today. The only good news coming in the near future is that I have an induction date of the 26th, so I know I wont go past that! Thank God. 2 weeks, I should be able to do that, Right????